Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I'm finding myself to be...

...in an angered state right now.

I guess I'm trying to decide if we can be friends.

I don't know. I'm really pissed that he could think that she and I are on the same caliber. When I am clearly up here, where she could never touch.

Sure, I sound as though I may think far too high of myself, but if I don't think this high of myself, who will? I have to acknowledge how amazing I am otherwise I'll live as though I don't love myself and I'll date down.

It makes me sad to think that maybe he's beneath me to go for her. But I know I really don't think he's less than me, he just maybe doesn't see what he's worth.

I don't know. It just irritates me so much to think of them together when he's already pointed out all the reasons I'm good for him, and I know I'm a catch and need someone who's aware. Ughhhh.

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