Intuition

What gives what helps the intuition?
I know, I'll know
I won't have to be shown
The way home
And it's not about a boy
Although, although...

They can lead you
Break or defeat you

A destination known
Only by the one
Who's fate is overgrown
Piecemeal can break your home in half
A love is not complete with only heat

And they can tease you
Break or complete you

And it came a heatwave
A merciful save
You choose, you chose
Poetry over prose
A map is more unreal than where you've been
Or how you feel
A map is more unreal than where you've been
Or how you feel
And it's impossible to tell
How important someone was
And what you might have missed out on
And how he might have changed at all
And how you might have changed it all for him

Did I, did I...

Miss out on you

Friday

-Wasted most of my day getting ready. I did sit and talk with my mom for a bit though.
-Went to Bonnie's house to weave her brother's girlfriend's hair. It came out hottt. And then I cut Megan's sister's hair.
-Picked up Liz and went to The River.
-Met Carlos and Andres Candalario Juarez and went to Long's. We spent a year picking out water and chasers, looked at magazines, looked at Orajel, and sat in lawn chairs.
-Went back to The River and sat around waiting to get into The Yardhouse. Liz turned 21 at midnight so we needed to be patient. I was the first to say Happy Birthday and hug her, by the way. SO, she was able to get in The Yardhouse, buttt wasn't able to drink because you have to wait 24-hours there. Dumb rule.
-Decided to go to Napa's on El Paseo. It was pretty fun. Andy and Carlitos drank brewskis, she had some margaritas, and a shot, and I just sipped on everyone's cause I had to drive.
-Jess and girlfriend met us there, and then so did Matthew.
-Took Liz's drunk ass home.

It was a good night.

A BIG

FUCK YOU to whoever wants to chime in and out of my life.
It isn't worth it. You either want to be in it, or you don't.

And if you have the slightest feeling that you don't, then you're not welcome to know me.

I don't want selfish people who want to have my life in theirs at their convenience.