I have these moments where....

...I'm not sure of how much I really forgave. My chest tightens up and I get really hurt, but I know I'm in love and I know I want it all to be forgotten, and just think of it as a bad dream. But he loves me. And it has to be my focus.

"I love you. I wish coming home to you like today was everyday. You will never be someone I used to love, but someone I will always love."