Thursday, January 8, 2009
...
Are you single?
Shamefully.
What do you hear right now?
My dog crying.
Where's your phone right now?
In my pocket.
When's the last time you talked to your sister?
I talked to both of them around 10 pm.
How are you feeling?
I'm feeling disappointed, but relieved I have good friends to hopefully pull me through.
Do you think anyone stalks you?
Nope. I used to have a Peeping Tom though.
Have you kissed anyone in the past 2 days?
Nope. It's almost been 2 weeks.
Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Did it today.
Who is the last guy you talked to?
Matthew and Abran.
Do you get upset when friends tease you?
It depends on what they're teasing me about. If it's something touchy, then yeah.
Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My sister.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Liz.
Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
Not on myself.
Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Usually at night.
Have you ever said you'd never love again?
I have. It wasn't true.
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
I always do.
Do you believe in forever?
I do.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
A lot.
Do you like your name?
Yeah. I have a classy name. My actions really need to begin to live up to it. I'm finally trying. I wasn't willing to compromise my drinking, but now I am.
Are you alone?
I am.
Do you have any older siblings?
Two.
When was the last time you were on the phone after 1 AM?
Last week, I think.
Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Yeah, I get that drizzy.
Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
I'm wearing a white wife beater.
When were you last standing outside?
Like 20 minutes ago when Bonnie, Matthew, Abran and I were saying bye.
Where do you want to be right now?
This one location.
Are you someone who worries too often?
Yeah. I think a lot.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I like to think so, but I doubt it.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
TIl after 2 because I went to a movie with the girls.
What color is your hair?
Brown, I guess.
Have any tattoo/piercing?
I only have my ears pierced now.
Do you think your first love effects the way you go on with life?
Yeah. For sure. You can't help but to not trust love once your first love goes wrong. And then it takes so long to get over that while you're trying to get over it, you fear you'll never get over them and it makes it hard to want to try and love again. And then you learn that you can love again, it's just different. Not less than, just different. And sometimes even better.
Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
What I would GIVE to do that.
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
I can name two right off. I'm sure there are others. I don't blame one of those.
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yes, yes, yes.
Do you have your eye on anyone?
Yess, but I'm beginning to think it's done...
What was the last thing you drank?
Well, I am eating a grapefruit right now...and there's juice in it...
Has anyone disappointed you lately?
Yes.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
I hope I wasn't, and I hope I'm not.
What shoes did you wear today?
Brown boots.
Are you getting close to anyone?
Closer. AB and I have become veddy good friends.
*IN 2009:*
Where did you begin 2009?
At Moses' house.
What are you mostly looking forward to?
I'm looking forward to turning over a new leaf. Starting over. Letting go of my bad behavior. Growing up. Working hard to prepare to travel.
Do you think you will change?
Yes. And for the better.
Will you be changing your hair color?
Yeah, I'm currently in the process of lightening my hair back to it's natural level. I can't wait for it to grow long and be brown.
Will you change your hair style?
Yes, considering I am growing it out.
Will you get contacts?
Nope. Just glasses.
Will you forgive someone who your holding a grudge against?
Yeah, a couple of people. It's going to take a lot of prayer, and God's grace will enable me to forgive.
What will your new years resolution be?
It is to find control... I need to learn to control my drinking and not allow myself to continue to let it control me. I've made enough bad decisions for my lifetime that it's time to rid it of my life. It's going to only keep me from God, and where I need to be.
Do you think you drink to much?
When I do drink, I do.
Do you want to gain friends?
I guess. But I'm not so worried about making new friends, just becoming tighter with the ones I've been blessed with.
Do you plan on getting engaged or married next year?
No.
Will you go on any camps?
Yes, if I can get my life together by August. I'd love to be a counselor at this Christian camp Bon and I used to go to.
Are you thinking of doing any new sports?
Nay.
Are you planning on finally getting someone you've been waiting for?
That'd be nice.
Are you excited for your birthday?
Yes!
How old will you be turning?
I'll be 21!
Will you have lots of parties?
I doubt it... I intend to spend this year working hard so I can play even harder.
Will you go to lots of parties?
I'm doubting it. I'm turning a new leaf, remember? It's time to lose the Party Girl image.
Are you going to be moving next year?
I'm trying to move by the end of this month or next.
Will you have a job?
Duh. I have an important job interview tomorrow, actually.
Will you still have the same girlfriend/boyfriend?
I have no boyfriend.
Are you excited for next year?
Yes. I've set so many goals! Plus, I've decided to remain enrolled in COD, and that's pretty cool.
Shamefully.
What do you hear right now?
My dog crying.
Where's your phone right now?
In my pocket.
When's the last time you talked to your sister?
I talked to both of them around 10 pm.
How are you feeling?
I'm feeling disappointed, but relieved I have good friends to hopefully pull me through.
Do you think anyone stalks you?
Nope. I used to have a Peeping Tom though.
Have you kissed anyone in the past 2 days?
Nope. It's almost been 2 weeks.
Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Did it today.
Who is the last guy you talked to?
Matthew and Abran.
Do you get upset when friends tease you?
It depends on what they're teasing me about. If it's something touchy, then yeah.
Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My sister.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Liz.
Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
Not on myself.
Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Usually at night.
Have you ever said you'd never love again?
I have. It wasn't true.
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
I always do.
Do you believe in forever?
I do.
Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
A lot.
Do you like your name?
Yeah. I have a classy name. My actions really need to begin to live up to it. I'm finally trying. I wasn't willing to compromise my drinking, but now I am.
Are you alone?
I am.
Do you have any older siblings?
Two.
When was the last time you were on the phone after 1 AM?
Last week, I think.
Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Yeah, I get that drizzy.
Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
I'm wearing a white wife beater.
When were you last standing outside?
Like 20 minutes ago when Bonnie, Matthew, Abran and I were saying bye.
Where do you want to be right now?
This one location.
Are you someone who worries too often?
Yeah. I think a lot.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I like to think so, but I doubt it.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
TIl after 2 because I went to a movie with the girls.
What color is your hair?
Brown, I guess.
Have any tattoo/piercing?
I only have my ears pierced now.
Do you think your first love effects the way you go on with life?
Yeah. For sure. You can't help but to not trust love once your first love goes wrong. And then it takes so long to get over that while you're trying to get over it, you fear you'll never get over them and it makes it hard to want to try and love again. And then you learn that you can love again, it's just different. Not less than, just different. And sometimes even better.
Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
What I would GIVE to do that.
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
I can name two right off. I'm sure there are others. I don't blame one of those.
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yes, yes, yes.
Do you have your eye on anyone?
Yess, but I'm beginning to think it's done...
What was the last thing you drank?
Well, I am eating a grapefruit right now...and there's juice in it...
Has anyone disappointed you lately?
Yes.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
I hope I wasn't, and I hope I'm not.
What shoes did you wear today?
Brown boots.
Are you getting close to anyone?
Closer. AB and I have become veddy good friends.
*IN 2009:*
Where did you begin 2009?
At Moses' house.
What are you mostly looking forward to?
I'm looking forward to turning over a new leaf. Starting over. Letting go of my bad behavior. Growing up. Working hard to prepare to travel.
Do you think you will change?
Yes. And for the better.
Will you be changing your hair color?
Yeah, I'm currently in the process of lightening my hair back to it's natural level. I can't wait for it to grow long and be brown.
Will you change your hair style?
Yes, considering I am growing it out.
Will you get contacts?
Nope. Just glasses.
Will you forgive someone who your holding a grudge against?
Yeah, a couple of people. It's going to take a lot of prayer, and God's grace will enable me to forgive.
What will your new years resolution be?
It is to find control... I need to learn to control my drinking and not allow myself to continue to let it control me. I've made enough bad decisions for my lifetime that it's time to rid it of my life. It's going to only keep me from God, and where I need to be.
Do you think you drink to much?
When I do drink, I do.
Do you want to gain friends?
I guess. But I'm not so worried about making new friends, just becoming tighter with the ones I've been blessed with.
Do you plan on getting engaged or married next year?
No.
Will you go on any camps?
Yes, if I can get my life together by August. I'd love to be a counselor at this Christian camp Bon and I used to go to.
Are you thinking of doing any new sports?
Nay.
Are you planning on finally getting someone you've been waiting for?
That'd be nice.
Are you excited for your birthday?
Yes!
How old will you be turning?
I'll be 21!
Will you have lots of parties?
I doubt it... I intend to spend this year working hard so I can play even harder.
Will you go to lots of parties?
I'm doubting it. I'm turning a new leaf, remember? It's time to lose the Party Girl image.
Are you going to be moving next year?
I'm trying to move by the end of this month or next.
Will you have a job?
Duh. I have an important job interview tomorrow, actually.
Will you still have the same girlfriend/boyfriend?
I have no boyfriend.
Are you excited for next year?
Yes. I've set so many goals! Plus, I've decided to remain enrolled in COD, and that's pretty cool.
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