re⋅strain [ri-streyn]

–verb (used with object)
1. to hold back from action; keep in check or under control.

Don't

kiss me if you don't mean it. =[ I wasn't supposed to kiss you tonight and break my own rule.

We shouldn't pretend to be something we're not.

I'm gonna miss kissing you though. And I honestly am scared to kiss someone else.

I haven't kissed anyone other than you since before October 29th or 30th. I feel like I won't know what to do. I don't even want to either.

Blah. I really don't want this to be over, but I can't play games, or be treated like a fool.