We Looked Like Giants

God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime
Remembering when you were mine
In a still suburban town

When every thursday I'd brave those mountain passes
And you'd skip your early classes
And we'd learn how our bodies worked.

God damn the black night with all it's foul temptation
I become what I always hated
When I was with you then

We looked like giants in the back of my grey subcompact
Fumbling to make contact
As the others slept inside

And together there
In a shroud of frost, the mountain air
Began to pass from every pane of weathered glass
And I held you closer than anyone would ever get

Why

do I know so many douche bags?

I've got two right off.

The Number 1 douche in my life text me again.

What do we have left to say to each other?

Nothing.

I wish heee was here. Why is the good one so far away?

I wish

I never met you. I wish I never let you touch me. I wish I could take everything back. I wish you played no part in my life. You've hurt me and I despise you.

Thank you for being so inconsiderate in my presence.

Go fuck yourself and all those nasty ass girls that you have fucked before. Have fun. Good luck in life.

You're making me sick.

I thought so much better of you until now. What did I ever do to you to have you treat me like garbage?