It's like this.

It's like I've been with so many jerks (so many inconsiderate, confused, selfish JERKS) to get to this point of knowing I deserve someone like him.

And maybe it won't work out. And maybe it'll make me really sad. But at least I'll never go back to dating scum of the earth because nothing compares to this feeling of feeling honored to get to have someone like him in my life.

I usually think that a guy is lucky to be with me, but this time I feel lucky to even get to hear their voice on top of knowing they care. I actually feel honored.

And it's like the second I get sad about knowing it's over with another, I catch myself snapping instantly out of it because he saved me from the hurt I was getting myself into... There's so much hurt with someone who won't surely include you in their future.

And I feel honored that there is no sick past or rumors of a disgusting past to worry about.

I"m on a high. I hope this feeling never goes away.

And I like that I can pray for him. Yes, I could pray for everyone, but not everyone knows God the way he does that it just feels more right.

Yeah. It's like that.