The Truth...

Sometimes I really want Mr. Big to be dead from my life...

But the truth is, life is better with his humor. And his humor is him. And his eyes. Those eyes... They're him... Why should I want to go on without him?

I can't stand the games.

"I'm either so sick in the head
I need to be bled dry to quit
Or I just really used to love him
I sure hope that's it.."