I'm watching Sex and The City right now and the scene where Samantha and Richard are dancing by the pool to Sade's By Your Side is on.

It makes me so sad to see, but it's so good. Samantha finally lets her guard down in the scene and her eyes water because she actually cares for Richard.

It's so sad how tainted we women get that we put ourselves in so many fucked up relationships that we put up these walls and it takes the life out of us to let them down for potentially great guys.

Anywho, I think I have my Aiden. I don't want to lose my Aiden and go back to my Mr. Big. Just a thought.

I have to be careful.