Blah.

I wish I kept this thing updated. I hate not being able to look back and see what I did everyday.

Life still lacks sobriety, with less friends. It's been a little more lonely, but I'm back to trying to date myself. I've had some good nights with Devin and Chris. And some good nights with myself. I'm trying to find organization, and security through the ups and downs of myself and my love life.

I'm currently in Monterey, and I grew up disliking it here, but it's been about 4 years since I've been back, and I may have a different view on it. The rolling hills of grass remind me of Germany, and being reminded of Germany warms my heart.

I swear I'm going to end up in Europe for a year. I don't think I could miss anything more, and I don't think I've left my heart anywhere else, other than with people.

By the way, I'm missing Liz, Andy, and Johnny like crazy.