Sometimes I think about myself and how much I've evolved, and it blows my mind... I mean, I've always had the choice to be happy or sad, and for so long, I chose to wallow in my sorrow, and I was so sad all the time. And now, here I am CHOOSING to love myself, and my life, and I am happy. Almost all the time. I make the choice to breathe through the sadness so I can smile.

Even within the last few weeks I've changed. I read my blogs, of my daily events, or my feelings for those moments, and see where I am right now, and it's just neat. Like my blogs about feelings for people, it was about 2 different people, mostly, and those feelings have changed too.

I don't know... I don't know how to explain how I feel... It's just crazy how much things change, or how our feelings change.