Our Hell

Sometimes I feel like Emily Haines here.

"We're moderate, we modernize, til our hell is a good life."

And you know what? Our hell is never a good life. We're always so unfuckinghappy. It's hell, and we're always trying to make it good.

"There's a pattern in the system, there's a bullet in the gun. That's why I tried to save you, but it can't be done."

All I can do when I hear that is put my face in my hands and cry because there it is...