Eyes

When I was 16, I came to find that I was a sucker for eyes, and to this day, I still am. I’m in love with eyes. I fall hardest when their eyes are what I’m infatuated with. And I figured out what it is about the eyes, and what eyes I’m meaning.

You see, I’m not talking about some blue eyes with long lashes. Yes, those are nice, but I’m talking about eyes that are full of intensity. Eyes that just draw you in because they’re so deep and dark that you can’t figure them out. Eyes that are so numb and cold that you can’t figure out that person’s emotions.

I’m so good at figuring people out that I guess I like the challenge of not being able to read that person. Yes, it’s frustrating as hell, but I can’t stand when someone’s eyes give it all away, and there’s nothing left to figure out about them at first glance. It’s like their eyes make them far too predictable and far too flirty, or something like that.

I love when you look into intense eyes and you’re almost scared of what they’re thinking because you can’t figure it out. There’s excitement there in that mystery. It’s just scary because you don’t know if maybe they’re thinking negative things because they are just that unreadable.

But then it’s like you feel haunted by the eyes because you can never move on because you were never able to find that closure in their eyes. It’s like when someone has readable eyes, you can see the way they look at you change… So it’s like you can see how the flame burned out, and you could see it coming. But when they’re unpredictable, you drown in that mystery that lies in them and can never be sure of when the look died out, or if it ever really did. And you remain stuck in the whys and ifs.

I guess what it comes down to is what’s meant to be will be, because I have no control over all that had happened, and has happened, because ultimately, fate will take it’s own coarse, so racking my brain on analyzing deep eyes is all POINTLESS.

And by the way, Zach Braff has those eyes. I think that's part of the reason why my heart breaaaks everytime I watch The Last Kiss.