Sex and the City

Alright, so I saw the MOVIE tonight. I have to admit that I loved it. I'm a sucker for that show, and the life Charlotte leads, and the one Carrie longs to, and Carrie's relationship with Mr. Big.

You see, we all have that Mr. Big. That Mother-Fucker-Big, but the man you just can't live without, and somehow, I find comfort in seeing their relationship evolve, and seeing how common it is. I mean, if they make show, after show, after show about their relationship, it reeeeally must be, because why else would women want to watch it. They wouldn't.

We, as women, need to hear that things like that are normal, and happen, and can be worked through, whether it is fiction or reality. And we need someone, or something, or anything for that matter TO relate to us. It enables us to hold onto some sick and twisted hope to escape from our own reality, sometimes.

What I mean is... Here, there is this guy who may or may not love you, but you feel as though you need them to, so you hold onto these maybes, shoulds, coulds, and somedays, and Big and Carrie give reason to think that in that someday, they'll be yours, and those maybes, shoulds, and coulds come to life. And when you have that real-life Big, you know that deep down they love you and need you, and sometimes you have to hold onto that hope to get through loving them. It's like if you love them enough, they'll come around. Or maybe they won't, though they know they should and they know so well they feel it in their bones... In their very core.

I can't say I have a Big, and I can't say that I don't. I have no hope of this love from my Big coming to life, but I also believe we'll forever be plagued by these "Bigs", because we all have them, or have had them... And it may feel as though go away, but sometimes they haunt your dreams, so is it like they really are supposed to remain in your life? And will they come around as Big does?

Sex and the City enables us to use our imaginations as we want. And it sets a fire in us... A desire, a passion for love. For love and sex. And for money and success. And it helps set goals of who you want to be, and who not to be, and what to do, and what not to do. It's like Cosmopolitan put in action. Its good stuff.

It just makes you pray that Big does really go away, or does come around.